There's a line from one of the Next Gen
Star Trek movies where Picard asks a member of his bridge crew if
they remembered when they were explorers, on account of they'd been
doing a lot of political or defensive missions instead.
I'm starting to feel the same way about
this blog, on account of my doing mostly Text Play stuff lately.
That's not an entirely bad thing, at least to my way of thinking. I
enjoy doing the video game stuff, after all, and I like sharing that
enjoyment with whatever readers I may get. I hope you all get some
enjoyment out of it, too.
It's just that I used to write about so
much more, too, and I kind of miss doing that. Part of the reason I
haven't so much the last couple years is that I really haven't had as
much time or energy to put into it as I would like to. Certainly
this virus thing we've got going on now has been part of it the last
few months. But even before that, I'd been working six days a week
for quite awhile, which has not made things easy.
On top of that, I've been dealing with
some severe health issues for far too long now as well. As I'm sure
I've mentioned in a few previous posts recently, I've finally gotten
myself into a place where I'm a little more able to make changes for
the better, and I've had some positive action on that front. That's
still going forward, at least to some extent, and I might make a
little time to write about that later, but for now, it's just as
importat to note that said progress hasn't been as quick as it has
been.
A big contributing factor to that is
the mental fatigue I've been feeling lately. Between the long work
weeks, this virus thing, and a few other things, I've been feeling
worn out mentally, to the point that I just can't get up the gumption
to sit down and write about much else than the video games I'm
playing. Physically, I'm feeling better than I have in years, which
is a good thing, which makes the fact that I don't seem to have the
time or the mental resources for decent non-gaming posts or IRL
adventures that much more difficult for me, which only makes my mood
worse.
I guess the thing to take away here is
something that applies as much to the current situation in general as
it does to getting back to my original content ideas for this blog:
we can only do what we can do. For now, that's not nearly as much as
I'd like. Hopefully things will change for the better soon, and I'll
actually be able to do things with some of the other ideas I've got.
Until then, I guess the best way to end this is with a slightly
altered version of the ending I use for Text Play posts: stay safe,
have fun, and DFTBA, all. See you soon, I hope.
You're not alone, that's for sure, Jesse.
ReplyDeleteJust yesterday I walked about half a block to the drugstore, and it was a welcome break from being "shut in."
I also enjoy the times John and I talk on Skype, and you and Mike V. join in.