And I think I did some of it to myself.
It seems like there's been way too much
going on in my life the last week or so, and I could really use a
rest. A lot of it's been people not showing up for work, which has
meant that I've had to take parts of those shifts as well. That's
not exactly a bad thing, as I can think of a few things I could use
the money for.
I've also been keeping myself a little
too busy outside of the day job, too. Always things to do there, as
well, it seems.
Thing of it is, though, I'm starting to
feel burned out. And not just a little bit, either. I could use a
little time to just rest. Hopefully, the fishing trip I've got
planned with my dad will help me relax a bit, because I've had a lot
on my mind lately, with all that's been going on.
I think that's been my biggest issue
lately, that I just can't relax. It seems like there's always one
more thing for me to deal with, and it comes right after I get
something else resolved. I'm not sure why it's been this way, or why
now. I'm hesitant to say that it's finally that I'm starting to
“get” how old I am now, but then again, I just saw my little
brother get a “grown up job” in Virginia and I realize where I am
relative to that.
What I could really use right about now
is a few days to get my head on straight again and figure out just
what I'm doing. It would really help me get my mind calmed a bit.
Of course, things have been going the
way they usually do for me, which means that I think I may need to
have my car looked at by a mechanic in the near future. That might
not happen today, because I've already got plans. Tomorrow, though,
I might be able to do something. Depending on how things go later
today, I might actually be able to make an appointment someplace for
the car stuff.
So, that's kind of where I am now and
why the posting schedule I've been talking so much about lately
hasn't yet materialized. With any luck, I'll be able to get all this
straightened out soon for myself if nothing else.
I'll give updates when they seem
relevant.
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